I'm loosing ground and gaining ground every day. I confuse myself in utter annoyence...

Because i joined classes half way through the year i could only get into 2 classes meaning it won't have any effect on my average after all so i'm wasting my time. On the other hand, i'm doing drug studies again soe i'm making 500 bucks more a month then I was in Japan so i will hopefully pay off some big bills before summer. Then again no i'm not moving forward in terms of career or school, but if i can keep myself movivated i'll be using this off time to study for my lsats (back up plan) and improve my japanese.

in the end i'm having a hard time not being lazy. spending the last 2 years buming around (lets be honest, i never did work that hard in japan) trying not to waste time is a hard task.

I think i'm just rambling here... things are good mostly. Heading back to Japan for sure this summer after I apply to a million schools. But i have a high B average so i'm not getting into anywhere that will be promising. Not that i have counted my chickens.... but its going to be an uphill battle i'm thinking... Of course its do-able... but at this point it can go either way. At 35 i'll either be living out of a box or making decent money... and really its a flip of the coin...lol

ok so i think the winter hybernation is really making me wako...lol