Can't sleep

230 am and have to get up in a few hours.. but can't sleep. Some mornings I have to be up by 5 and other mornings i don't go to bed until 5... so you can probably guess my mental state as of late....

Still, some peace has arrived. I worry to much about the future. As long as i keep moving forward i have nothing to be ashamed of.... and so, lets leave that all to the side. but, on a side note... to those who have been following my wailing about the future and my ever changing ideas about what to do next... After I write the LSAT it looks like i might also try for the GMAT...lol. not sure where this is going to lead.. but we'll see.

So today was mostly a wasted day. Got out of my drug study this morning at around 7. After a study the loss of blood and sleep usually messes up my internal clock for a few days so basically i was no good until around supper time when i finally started doing a little studying.

As of now I have a hodge podge life. i'm taking 1 class at york (A fourth year philosophy of law class), a Japanese class coupled with a japanese cultural exchange, studying for LSATS, and doing 1-2 studies a month. Its an odd life but atleast i'm being semi-productive. On my off time i'm searching out programs on the internet trying to atleast narrow the options for the future.

um.. ok so this post is completly dull... but i'l have some more adventures soon... might head back to india this summer and then back pack china on my way back to japan... (since i didn't go over christmas after all) .. if that works out i'm sure i'll get myself into enough trouble (as always) to write about....
until then.. sorry for being lame.